personal diary:p get to know me, even unnecessary things about me(no joke im gonna be pretty straightforward so if ur not looking forward to getting slapped in the face with a rant about me being stuck in the closet or anything about mental health and so on like small things about how i ate cereal this morning, now is ur chance to leave)
does anyone else occasionally get the nearly uncontrollable urge to rip your own guts out cus i do but like every now and then tho. everyones big on "intrusive thoughts" until i say i wanna disembowel myself and watch my own guts spill to the floor and everyone looks at me like im crazy as if the topic of the convo wasnt intrusive thoughts like wth??? perhaps the "intrusive thoughts" we are all talking about are impulsive thoughts that are mistaken for intrusive ones.. pHAH dont get me started on the.. or well nvm thats not allowed UGH😵
its raining outside rn, like, violently. my battery is literally at 20% UGH. whatever its a good thing that alex g is playing(pretend, next up is harvey)... now that i think about it, its kinda poetic of me to code at 6 in the morning(BONUS: i havent slept in a day) while listening to alex g WHILE its raining violently like. anyway ciao im off to watch a kdrama(crash landing on you)~ im on ep6 rn!!!!!!!